Thursday, February 16, 2012

those memories with the bangangerzzz !

Hey assalamualaikum:)
Today I went to pkl after work, iqram fetch me :D But its not what I want to talk about. Everything changed! its special , it’s where I used to come with my friends and spend time with them laughing, studying,  gossiping for reasons that bore no relevance. Haha :’( Book shelves line the walls with books. The chairs are comfy and very plush. Everything is just like before except that today, I don’t have my friends with me (THE BANGANGERZZZZ) L sad to death ! I have heard that life keeps on moving and today I feel….it really does! We went ahead to fulfil all the dreams that we had nurtured. Today, I sit here with jokes, but, to my dismay there is no one to share them with. I reckon the innocent promises that we had made but little did we knew that life had other plans for us. Today, when I sit here I’m alone. It’s the same place where we vowed to be lifetime buddies, but, today it seems like it has been lifetime I met them. Yes, certainly, I miss them, the good and bad times, tears, joy and laughter. All the memories together are coming flooding back.  The things we did back then, the things we shared have all gone now, resting in the past, but never forgotten. There are many situations where I sit back on my chair and a smile spreads across my face thinking of my pals, who, I wish were there with me at that moment. I miss my friends so utterly that I can feel their absence every now and then. There are situations when we all think that if it could have been for my friend he would have replied in this manner or maybe he would have commented in his unique style. Urghhh ! haha they taught me that they are a treasure, that they can and will bail me out when I get into trouble…..:’) With friends you’re emotional banter, romance and camaraderie. They taught me that friends are something you make out of your choice and not due to any obligation. The excitement and thrill we felt on bunking the MAK GUARD! and going for movies. How we used to soothe each other after being rebuked from our parents for not scoring well. How we never thought for a moment before getting in a fight just for our buddy…..HAHA. Those were some golden memories that we created, hurmm I wish they were with me to relive all those beautiful memoriesSSS.


























































Take care friends. I love you guys aimi, yad, bella, shaff, ajim, ziyad, azrul, ain, toby, fit, aimie and remy. With love, meera :’)











Monday, February 13, 2012

30 things about me :)

  1. officially taken by muhd iqram
  2. saya ada pakwa muka sebijik actor nazim othman *i'm dead serious #be jelly :P
  3. when i'm in love, i'm devoted and wants a long-term relationship
  4. saya jenis takkan biar hati saya terluka dulu, so saya akan tinggalkan orang tu 
  5. i'm selfish
  6. i will never try to be sumone, i'm not just know that i'm me and only me
  7. i love my family more than anything in the world
  8. u cant break me
  9. i love my friends espeacially aimi nadiah. 
  10. saya bukan kawan yang baik
  11. saya setia
  12. if i didnt hv my bestfriends my life would be utter hell
  13. i am afraid of dogs
  14. i love roses
  15. saya tak reti nak pujuk orang
  16. jealous type person
  17. saya suka lelaki y pergi masjid
  18. when im stressed, sad, mad, happy orrr wuteva. i hv earphones in :)
  19. saya lagi sayang haniff dari abang n iman :P
  20. i wish i could speak french
  21. if i cry about u it means i really do love u
  22. i hv no respect for people who will stand there n lie to my face . (middle finger up!)
  23. saya akan jauhkan diri kalau saya dah jatuh hati dgn kawan saya, putus kawan pun sggup
  24. saya rindu smk tmn kosas lebih dari smawp
  25. saya sayang kawan2 kosas saya
  26. striving to be a better muslim
  27. saya baran
  28. saya sayang sorang ni, 
  29. saya sayang the bangangerz
  30. hobby saya jogging :P

Sunday, February 12, 2012

to u

When there is someone special in my life,
That I really care about as a friend,
and can't get them off my mind,
and I go to sleep with a tightening of the stomach
and a pain in the heart,
What does it mean?

When I cry for joy at every word he says,
and cry bitter tears when I miss him,
and get angry and go for long walks
and melt when he emails,
What does this mean?

When all I want is to be a small part of his life,
and help him along the way, be happy every day,
Then is that true friendship?
You tell me.

What is this, that I feel,
If you have felt like this then share the mystery. 
What is this "miss you friendship all about?

I have a good mind to shut him out!
Close the door and care no more,
And if I could I would...

But I know that I would die of pain,
and it would always thunder and rain,
Because true friendship brings the sun,
and from the sun true happiness comes.


im gonna miss u farhanah aisyah :')




yang tengah tengah tu
saya rindu awak fanaaa
! take care dekat sanaaaaa
:')