Sunday, February 26, 2012

scared to death

 if i have to lose you you and you , 





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nabiha izzuddin
najat
adina
dd
t N t
farina.

thank u for all the moments we've shared, moments filled w shared dreams and wishes, secrets, laughter, and tears, and above all, friendship. each precious second will be treasured in my heart forever :D










its not the same around here without you aimi nadiah :(
i'm fucking miss you

aimi,
as i look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing u , changing me.
there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed n cried together. as i look back on those days, i realize how much i truly miss u n how much i truly love u. the past may be gone forever n whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. so, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that i send u my love, hoping that u'll always carry my smile with u , for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold :)














Monday, February 20, 2012

plissssssssssssssssssssssssss read this !

Thats it. thats how it ends. no looking back, no holding back. no goodbyes. and no smiles. Because that's life. I dont get a chance to ever really tell him how i feel because i never have the guts until its too late. And i dont realize just how much i love him until i lose him. Not until that last second do i understand how imcomplete i am without him, how incomplete i'm always gonna be. i tried to live, but i never forgot him, always thought about him. He, on the other hand, forgot me, and never called me again. i never found someones made me smile quite the way he did. No one could fill that hole in my heart, not even i could. And i rarely, if ever, even got a hello from him, so i just gave up, i knew i'd never see him again, and i just closed my eyes n wished him away. i made it like i didn't even know he existed but he was always in the back of my mind.. alwaysssss....
to someone who used to be my bestfriend


u eased the pain when I faked the wound, u calmed me down when I faked the mood, u were instantly there when I faked the call, but why didn't u catch me? I didn't fake the fall .
i hope he read this post
so that he'll know 
this feeling is unmistakeable
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but now its just too late,
i already have someone else
but hell yeahh
i still care about u .

by : AS

Sunday, February 19, 2012

touching someone's life

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.


my dear beloved friend , Najatul Athirah :')

jat:)
 when the words you need dont cross my lips
when you feel last on my list
for the hundredth time
when i'm out late with u
when i'm wrong and i know i am
and dont apologize..
it doesnt mean i'm done
it doesnt mean im giving up on us
it doesnt mean our friendship
doesnt mean everything 
cause it does
doesnt mean im gone 
even when i do the things 
that i hate that I do
it doesnt mean i dont love you
ofcoss jat
iloveyou
iloveourfreindship

*sorry kalo buat kau terasa sebab everytime kau buka blog aq, xde pasal kau :'(
sorry buat kau terasa pasal ni
aq sayang kau weh
xsemestinya xde nama kau aq lupakan kau
u always be in my heart
ily :')
tc <3