Tuesday, February 28, 2012

golden oven bakeri , ampang point

haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :D
ok takde benda punn nak cerita kat sini tapi nak cerita lah apa yang best nyaaa kerja
*ayat keling
1st time aq masuk kerja kat kedai ni. fuhh! aku 1st kenal dengan ben :), BENJAMIN TAN
dia chinese but soalan 1st masa dia perkenalkan diri, dia tanya aku, "awak dah berak ? pagi tadi banyak saya berak . setiap hari laa kita kene berak :3 " *masa ni aku mencarut dalam hati :D pahal dengan orang nih -,-" 
aku kerja kat hospital gila ke ? hahahahha :D
 then sampai aku kenal cashier nama MAYZARA :)
dia kecik and comel je, hihi aku ingat umur dia 18 tahun or sebaya aku but baru 16 tahun tapi dah tunang n nak kahwin dah :/ k dia sekolah lahir semua dkt indonesia , *faham2 lah -.-
and aku kenal dengan kak DAYA, perghh masa hari first aku kerja semua orang dia tanya " haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiii *jerit ! akak cantik tak harini ? cakapla akak cantik :3 " hahahhah k semua orang dia paksa and setiap hari tahu ! 
k aku agak rapat dengan kak SITI , dia best :) suka belanja saya hehe n SHAH! ofcossss sehari tak sah kalau kek sampai bertray tray hangusss n tart dia hahahha dia ni kan gila! suka menari nari dekat dapur n suka nak campak orang kat dalam oven muahahahah :D ada sekali punyaa lah dia rancak borak, dia boleh tinggal cake dalam oven!!!! and masa tu dah naik teksi nak balik dah pukul 10 malam -,-" gilaa! dah la takde kunci nak balik kedai  mahu meletup hahah. nasib baik lah dia ni pandai bab cungkil2 pintu kedai ;) so dapat lah bukak kalau tak satu ampang point meletup . esok keluar paper * konon " AHMAD SHAH BAKER GOLDEN OVEN MENYEBABKAN AMPANG POINT MELETUP KERANA TERTINGGAL KEK " -,- and ada sekali tu dia boleh memeningkan kepala otak aku sampai aku terikut dia masuk tandas lelaki . aku rasa aku dah SHOT mcm ben -,- haha
k ofcos ada abg adi ! dia deko cake , sampai tua deko cake kan abg ? hahah mcmlah dia nak baca blog aku nih tapi sumpah diorang best :) n abg jumali jugak hahha even asek kne kutuk je dgn aku :p
 k aku boleh jadi gila kalau setahun duduk kitchen dgn ben :) serious ! hahaha ben suka cakap kalau chiller rosak "itu chiller dia tidooo laa dia penat, dia maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaampusss itu ! :3 "  hahahhaha n dia suka cakap "ameera awak ni celaka lah " -.- sebab kak Daya ada cakap "celaka betul jumali tu " sekali ben tanya "celaka tu apa?" kak daya jawab " celaka tu BAGUSSS sangat :)"
banyak lagi tahu ?! aku suka kerja ni :) tapi aku dapat job lain dekat ampang point , FUJIR-YORK international . gaji ofcoss lagi byk :) huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ~ heheh
just nak cakap dekat Iq, take care further study dekat UK, macam apa je baru bagitahu malam tadi kan ?!!!!!!!!! patutlah 3 hari berturut turut nak jumpa :( nak merajuk *bye 
i'm gonna miss you
u're the only light i've ever known  :*

Sunday, February 26, 2012

scared to death

 if i have to lose you you and you , 





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nabiha izzuddin
najat
adina
dd
t N t
farina.

thank u for all the moments we've shared, moments filled w shared dreams and wishes, secrets, laughter, and tears, and above all, friendship. each precious second will be treasured in my heart forever :D










its not the same around here without you aimi nadiah :(
i'm fucking miss you

aimi,
as i look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing u , changing me.
there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed n cried together. as i look back on those days, i realize how much i truly miss u n how much i truly love u. the past may be gone forever n whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. so, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that i send u my love, hoping that u'll always carry my smile with u , for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold :)














Monday, February 20, 2012

plissssssssssssssssssssssssss read this !

Thats it. thats how it ends. no looking back, no holding back. no goodbyes. and no smiles. Because that's life. I dont get a chance to ever really tell him how i feel because i never have the guts until its too late. And i dont realize just how much i love him until i lose him. Not until that last second do i understand how imcomplete i am without him, how incomplete i'm always gonna be. i tried to live, but i never forgot him, always thought about him. He, on the other hand, forgot me, and never called me again. i never found someones made me smile quite the way he did. No one could fill that hole in my heart, not even i could. And i rarely, if ever, even got a hello from him, so i just gave up, i knew i'd never see him again, and i just closed my eyes n wished him away. i made it like i didn't even know he existed but he was always in the back of my mind.. alwaysssss....
to someone who used to be my bestfriend


u eased the pain when I faked the wound, u calmed me down when I faked the mood, u were instantly there when I faked the call, but why didn't u catch me? I didn't fake the fall .
i hope he read this post
so that he'll know 
this feeling is unmistakeable
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but now its just too late,
i already have someone else
but hell yeahh
i still care about u .

by : AS

Sunday, February 19, 2012

touching someone's life

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.


my dear beloved friend , Najatul Athirah :')

jat:)
 when the words you need dont cross my lips
when you feel last on my list
for the hundredth time
when i'm out late with u
when i'm wrong and i know i am
and dont apologize..
it doesnt mean i'm done
it doesnt mean im giving up on us
it doesnt mean our friendship
doesnt mean everything 
cause it does
doesnt mean im gone 
even when i do the things 
that i hate that I do
it doesnt mean i dont love you
ofcoss jat
iloveyou
iloveourfreindship

*sorry kalo buat kau terasa sebab everytime kau buka blog aq, xde pasal kau :'(
sorry buat kau terasa pasal ni
aq sayang kau weh
xsemestinya xde nama kau aq lupakan kau
u always be in my heart
ily :')
tc <3








Thursday, February 16, 2012

those memories with the bangangerzzz !

Hey assalamualaikum:)
Today I went to pkl after work, iqram fetch me :D But its not what I want to talk about. Everything changed! its special , it’s where I used to come with my friends and spend time with them laughing, studying,  gossiping for reasons that bore no relevance. Haha :’( Book shelves line the walls with books. The chairs are comfy and very plush. Everything is just like before except that today, I don’t have my friends with me (THE BANGANGERZZZZ) L sad to death ! I have heard that life keeps on moving and today I feel….it really does! We went ahead to fulfil all the dreams that we had nurtured. Today, I sit here with jokes, but, to my dismay there is no one to share them with. I reckon the innocent promises that we had made but little did we knew that life had other plans for us. Today, when I sit here I’m alone. It’s the same place where we vowed to be lifetime buddies, but, today it seems like it has been lifetime I met them. Yes, certainly, I miss them, the good and bad times, tears, joy and laughter. All the memories together are coming flooding back.  The things we did back then, the things we shared have all gone now, resting in the past, but never forgotten. There are many situations where I sit back on my chair and a smile spreads across my face thinking of my pals, who, I wish were there with me at that moment. I miss my friends so utterly that I can feel their absence every now and then. There are situations when we all think that if it could have been for my friend he would have replied in this manner or maybe he would have commented in his unique style. Urghhh ! haha they taught me that they are a treasure, that they can and will bail me out when I get into trouble…..:’) With friends you’re emotional banter, romance and camaraderie. They taught me that friends are something you make out of your choice and not due to any obligation. The excitement and thrill we felt on bunking the MAK GUARD! and going for movies. How we used to soothe each other after being rebuked from our parents for not scoring well. How we never thought for a moment before getting in a fight just for our buddy…..HAHA. Those were some golden memories that we created, hurmm I wish they were with me to relive all those beautiful memoriesSSS.


























































Take care friends. I love you guys aimi, yad, bella, shaff, ajim, ziyad, azrul, ain, toby, fit, aimie and remy. With love, meera :’)